AHHHH!!!! that's what today is! i really wanted to be positive today since it was my cousins b-day and be all happy but too many bad things happened today! choir 1st of all, the concert wasn't too bad i guess but i got a little worried during school today. i have a couple of friends who are moving, and i'm scared i'll never see them again! plus a ton of hw i should be doing right now haha! i guess it's not that bad. things could always be worst, i think my feelings for this one guy just made my heart sink today. i like this guy but i don't want to. i didn't even want to date during high school. haha! go to my life 5 months ago and i already broke that promise b/c i told this guy i'd go out w/ him after i turn 16. ooo i have a concert on my 16th b-day and i think i'm gonna go to it. what do you guys think? anyways about my feelings to this dude he makes me happy!!!! but then i get all shy around him and scared and idk what to say or do about it?!?! any suggestions? well, i g2g.

~i saw laura today and i think i want to write a book~ that was a plus today.

lindsey